old habits never die. can't sleep and i turn to the only social networking cite that i have no social communication with anyone. ohh livejournal how i miss you and actually getting comments. but yet i will always be self fufilled from reading my old entries. and continuously scribiling i cant sleep and misspelling words... maybe im more tired then ( Read more... )

I forgot how much I love this journal. I forgot how much angst I had in my life. I forgot how much anger I had, and how shitty people are. But most importantly I forgot how much I love to write, even if it is to a vacant livejournal community ( Read more... )

two years down the road you realize your only in this life for yorself.... hah how do you break frree?

i hate my life.
i want out.
hah.

130 Random Questions

When was the last time you cried?: last week
Have you ever faked sick?: yes, everyone needs a day off
What was the last lie you said?: im in ryans room with his roomate
Have you ever cried during a movie?: omg yes, marley and me hit me hard
Have you ever danced in the rain?: tons of times! always a favorite
Have you ever been drunk ( Read more... )

christmas part one ( Read more... )

still sick and still going to skool. :(

it seems to me that everyone is happy and getting what they want.
(except me)
it kinda makes me sad.
i guess being sick gets me down at times.

:/

i finshed watching the first season of the oc today!
:)
and yes i cried on the last epoisode again. it was sad.
i currently have a fever. and badmittion tryouts are tomorw.
:(
hopfully ill get better.
i hate being sick

i want a spider man kiss in the rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want adam brody!

:)

but since i cant have him who wants to be my adam brody?

:) tehe.

;)

side bangs? in or out fer the ppl who saw me over the weekend.

haha took mos quiz who stole from alex and my song was Milkshake by Kelis.
haha.

<3

all and all my weekend was awesome and i wish it was like that forever.
then everything hit me hard..

im coming to realize that four months is a long time. but what will be worse is when the years start to roll in. so i should be thankful its just 4 months. :(
im really going to miss *you*.

:(
stupid war.

i neeed the effing summer and him.