... well im in cape giardo missouri.. for a family reunion and im in the hotel lobby right now ... i dont know who even still reads my journals but im sure there arent too many of you who stumble accross this shit ... yeah this place is pretty nice tho there are a bunch of cute girls here who are going to the pool area ... i kinda followed them ( Read more... )

wow well i guess that there is no one out there in journal land who really wants to read my journals .. but hey i guess it isnt too bad my life is getting hella good i guess and i dont know what to do ... i guess in a good way ... im planning on moving a few states over and starting out with a new life away from everything that has hurt me and ( Read more... )

well guess not too many people read my journal ... michelle i would like to have your phone number... if there is ayone else who reads my journal please leave me a comment

well i got locked up in the medford oregon juvenille detention center over night and im back in reno .. i fucking hate this place .. i am going to move back to ashland when i turn 18 and i dont care if i end up on the streets it will be better than living here i really dont have to much here in reno .. i have a few friends and i have a girl that im ( Read more... )

fuck life i think im done i really dont think that i can take this anymore i am fucking done and i hope i dont drag anyone else down this same path because no one else deserves to be treated this way and fuck everyone who has hurt me, i am at the end of my short term on this planet and i dont think i will make it untill new years i am fucking done ( Read more... )

heres a couple of mottos i live by ( Read more... )

im so tired of this shit everyone saying they car and they really dont and just being used and every little thing just builds up and makes it harder and harder on me i really dont think im gonna make it to my 18th birthday but hey oh well right? i really dont want to hear that i should change who my friends are because i have changed who i hang out ( Read more... )

this life is nothing but a downward spiral of lies and misjudgment, we all attempt to claw our way back up but all we accomplish is tearing our nails loose, and after we tire ourselves out we are torn to shreds by the shards and broken bits of our once so perfect lives, and those who have no need of perfection slide easily down the spiral but it is ( Read more... )

well fuck** im losing 4 of my greatest friends jay,jared,mike,and chris they are all moving and i'm gonna be super sad when they are all gone i do have one thing that is good tho im pretty sure i'm getting a job and i really dont care what my parents say im keeping it during school. ya my parents dont want me to have money i guess. i came to a ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )