WOW it has been awhile sence i have typed in here how is everyone and i hope all is well alot has happend sence the last time i have typeed in here

I talk to my old boss today and he wants me to come back to work in omaha and i told him i would and i asked Dru to go with and she said yes and i am so happy now i got the car's hehehe and the girl and now the job what else can go so right!?!?!?!?!?!?!? So yes i am leaveing everyone but will be back on the weekends and i am not leaveing for like ( Read more... )

Well i havent wrote in here for a while and think i should let everyone know what is up..Dru and I are going very good and i am so happy i never thought i would be ready for this but is feels good and agin i am so happy..FOr people that dont know i got a new car a 99 mustang and it is so cool and fast and right now i still got the stealth..so that ( Read more... )

Yeah so Iam tierd... So Iam going to bed it is 11:38 and I am sleepy everyone have a goodnight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not one day goes by that I dont think of ending it all..I think its time that I take the plunge,take the fall. No one can save me no one can help I pretty much did this to my fucking self..WOW FUCK what am I still doing here I need to take this pills and drink this beers to wash away the salt from all this tears ( Read more... )

I go to this place everyday I go to this place to get away.  I go to this place to rest my head and to think of all the reasons why I should be dead.  Dead six feet under in to the ground and athousand and one reasons is what I have found....................

I hate myself I hate my life I hate everything nothing is right. Nothing right everything wrong my life is just one big sad fucking song
I want to be gone I want to be erased I want to be gone from this place. Somewhere dark somewhere black somewhere nowhere somewhere where iI cant see anyone stair

Your a dumb bitch I want you to feel the power of my fist I want you to feel my nuckels on your face I think it time you finilly got a taste you fucked with my head you fucked with my hart and now Iam fling at you like a fucking dart I'll fuck you up and kick you down and choke your sluty ass till you dont make a sound

Tell me what you think

How meny times will she cry for me before I say I do?  I have someone right infront of me yet I look for someone new.

Iam looking for someone diffrent someone not like her and the most importent thing is I dont want to hurt her..I care for her I hold her so very close and for that she tells me I treat her better than most

So mandy came over and I bet her guts and got her off like 8 times in a roll it was cool!!!!!
till not sure about being with her for sure but you never no....My car is not running right now but i still get to drive a nice car so I am not trippen and other than my car everything is going good right now