i don't mean to keep bitching about her. this is the only place i can so bear with me.

[stedlem1332]

11:44PM April 28, my mother texts me, on her day off, to wish me happy birthday. did she forget or was she trying to avoid me turning 23? i honestly didn't think she was going to say it at all. she didn't mention my birthday to me for five years so why am i upset that she said it fifteen minutes before this one ended? taking Eric's advice, i didn't

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Sometimes I feel like saying something like this to my mom, but I fear she'd kill herself.

[stedlem1332]

ik. that's not good.

[scrabble5446]

healing begins with honest communication. sometimes the truth hurts but people need to hear it. i'm sure somewhere deep down she knows she hasn't been the best she can be and part of her moving in and out of your life is because of that. have you tried writing her a letter?

[stedlem1332]

good idea. maybe i will write a letter.