"I lay in my bed for most of the day in underwear, Windows wide open, & stare at the fluffy white clouds with the perfect blue sky as their background. I remember looking at this and it making me so happy. Now, It just freaks me the fuck out. "-7/1/2007

Barely There.

My Recent Much-Needed Escapes:
HBO on demand. -JohnFromCincinatti
Tracks 7-12 on the ( Read more... )

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Daily Breakthrough:

people die, hearts get broken, and people fall in love but we still go on with our sidekicks, music, parties, and myspace.

I HATE OUR GENERATION.

some people just need to die.

All i have to say is that these american apparel boxers look 1000x cooler on me.

juswhatineeeded.

perfection at it's worse.

giggly&shit.

Lindsay-Lohan-Shoulders.

I just got off the phone from a 2 hour great conversation with my mom. I hate that I'm the kid who brags about having the best mom, but seriously, No one's like your own mom, you know what i mean though? We have such a mutual respect for eachother and 99.9% of the time she knows that she doesn't have to bitch at me for anything, because she knows I ( Read more... )

"Now Remember, We don't make mistakes. We make happy accidents."
-Bob Ross.  Tell me he isn't a God.

I'm afraid to even write an entry because It will sound like I have every all figured out and by the end of the entry I wont even agree with anything i just said. I'm not quite sure of anything lately. I have done alot of thinking these last couple ( Read more... )

This last week has been nothing but perfect. It's amazing what a season change can do to people. I do and will not go a day without tina, emily, & chris. Tonight we smoked, went the biggest sushi dinner of my life, & drank alot of boxed wine. We all went nuts, layed on the balcony of the drake and chain-smoked.  I've really got to know the meaning ( Read more... )

"The popsicle was invented in 1905 by an 11-year-old boy."
-Real Fact #345

Life throws that in my face with 3 days before my 19th birthday. I'm more ironic than alanis will ever be. I can even get that out, 19th.. I cannot even begin to think about this past year of my life. I'm just not right anymore. It's too much.. & I'm someone who just deals.. ( Read more... )

EUPHORIA.-
In The Nicomachean Ethics, written in 350 B.C.E., Aristotle stated that happiness is the only thing that humans desire for its own sake. He observed that men sought riches not for the sake of being rich, but to be happy. Those who sought fame desired it not to be famous, but because they believed fame would bring them happiness. Aristotle ( Read more... )

I'm the kid who calls everyone out on everything, but i'll never call myself out on being anything.

It kills me that every person in my life, knows nothing about who i am. Therefore,I have to be my own best friend, so I'm the only one who can give me hope. hate this. oh no- that's right. I can't hate this. I have to be okay with myself.
"jumping ( Read more... )