I was six & drew barrymore was hott.

I miss the 90s.
but not in a casey delaney kind of way.
Do you realize that soon we'll be referring to the 90s and meaning 2 decades ago?
can't deal. - Last night I had a dream that I hookied nuemann goretti for a whole week and Sr. Mary-Louise kept calling my house!

I'm way older than I need to be.

I smell Pussy.
-Is that you Hines?

DISCLAIMER:  Don't ask for the 5 minutes of your life back when your done reading all this. Most of this means nothing.
My mind is a storm.- I have thoughts that I cannot even hang onto more than a day because if i did, i'd crack. All i can do is think, think, think and I don't even think half of anything makes sense ( Read more... )

It's like my life is disconected from - other parts of my life.

-well let's just leave it at this:  THREEsome.ofmylife.
youhavenoiddea!ahh.

EDIT: I'm un-privating this entry.

I hate that it's your face i see when i hear that something corporate song.

While I'm at it, humilating myself, I might as well tell you, that you gave me what it took to feel really alive. I had these dreams about me and you, and me taking you there, where you wanted to be. My friends.. they tell me to forget about it, but how could i ? maybe ( Read more... )

The last six months of my life flash before me.
This journal is supposed to record every crazy turn i make in life & more importantly, who i think i am in that moment.

This is me not posting anything about the summer because words alone could never describe it and because the memories are countless and sacred.
The best summer of my life. enough said.

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I was convinced that the growing up aspect of your early adult years would happen depending on your position in life, and the person's whole enviroment. Turns out,  It's like  A chemical kind of thing were I feel older and I act on that which is totally a good thing. I've grown a pretty big appetite for learning too lately.

This saturday. Shore ( Read more... )

I'd like to think that I'm more pop than seanie_  will ever be.

I hate to say it, but i miss last winter.
Something's totally wrong with my here and now.
I should have it all together soon.

& so that feelings back.
kill me. please.

I refuse to let people in.

I might as well of just repeated a grade because I will always be behind now. My life is shit. I've made the worst decisions. This is my life. No Re-dos. I'm fucking done and I hate the fact that I'm actually afraid to post because some take pride in my failure. It makes me vunerable and on peoples level that I don't ( Read more... )

I love my mom to peices.

A new chapter has started in my life. I've grown up. I can hold my liquor. I will have a car under my name by next week. I'm established & It couldn't feel any better. I'm finally realizing the choices that I make now are really going to affect my future & there's nothing more cooler than that. I've had my fun making a fool of myself but now I'm ( Read more... )