最怕再也找不到第二个你。

亲近别人、再主动疏远他们，多多少少成为了我无法摆脱的恶性循环。

而我只让过一个人深入了解自己、作自己最亲密的人。

每一次迈入生活的另一个段落，难免会别离一些真正喜欢过的人事物，得从零开始。

高中其实是中学的延续。虽然环境有所更改，但是那是我早已期待的变化。

中学生活根本就是个大笑话； 高中时光因而显得格外。。。

可是我总感觉到，现在开始和曾经朝三暮四的人之间有了逐渐扩大的隔阂。

往往因为不愿侵犯别人的私人空间而保持的距离的我，始终都找不到归宿。

和其他人打起淡然肤浅的关系不是我所擅长的，该怎么办才好？

和曾经混得如胶似漆的朋友在一起，为什么竟然能够僵得相敬如冰？

为什么为什么，只能生存在冰天雪地的状态呢？

不是智力上的问题， 是我找不到类似的人 ( Read more... )

My dad purposely stepped on a cat's tail the other day. I guess he was pissed at the stray cats around my area.

In any case, the cat just looked mildly disgruntled and let out a stern clipped "MEOW".

The lot of /b/tards must be up in arms by now....

Results were generally according to expectation for me, though GP was a bit of a letdown.

Went out alone after that and bought myself Benefit's Justine Case from Sephora <3

So, who's the first person you notified about your results when you got them?

到底为谁感到心酸呢？

那几行文字，反复读了又读，到能背得滚瓜烂熟为止。

心里知道自己万万不该重蹈覆辙，但偏偏却在自己不知不觉中又陷落了。

我向来都认为自己非常理智，从来不会顺着不可靠的情绪而做出任何决定。

明知道这样下去只会面对残局，只会加倍苦恼。

任性，算什么？

本来应该悬崖勒马，过后选择走火入魔。

那时候该释怀了，然而说服自己说，免得后悔就尽心投入。

结果还是一无所有。

( 《喜欢》 - 张悬 )

Results are coming out in a couple of days' time and yet I remain mired in the same swamp of indifference that I was half a year ago.

I don't expect much this time. Good luck to everyone especially RJ Lit/Econs students.

Today I went to Hay Dairies Goat Farm to watch the goats being milked.


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我只想把你双眸中疲惫的眼神拂拭干净。

生活难免惯性很大，除了脱除依赖的习惯，才能够灵活随机应变。

所以我还是无法摆脱苟存的状态。

Association Meme: Comment on this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given. Tagged by Oliviachee

1. Jap stuff

Many people who know me associate me with this. I wonder why...is it because I took H2 Japanese as an A level subject and I'm going to be flying to ( Read more... )

My CoE has been approved, and within the next week or so it should arrive by post.
Then I will go and apply for a student Visa at the Japanese Embassy.
This also means that I will be flying off on the 21st of March 2009, NO CHANGES save airline issues.

KTHXBAI.

春暖冬栖南方鸟

伸翅立即投北巢

甲子重逢六十年

再次复位的坤乾

三生轮回同门户

三生仇人成眷属

山上泉水向海流

千年火山将尽休

乘风落叶终归根
此谓浮生之可珍

My mum just announced that we'll be making a trip to Sim Lim tomorrow evening to get me the Nikon D90 DSLR. I've been wanting a DSLR for quite some time, since mid-2008 to be precise...but knowing that finances are kinda tight this month, despite hinting ( ( Read more... )