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今天在回家的路途上，觉悟到一个很关键的事。
那就是，把生命想像成一条只有起点没有终点的河。
而所发生的每一件事便是河流中的卵石。
这样的话，与其叹息曾经失去的，不如赞颂曾经拥有？
我这才能放下一切，以壮观的眼光高瞻远瞩，以温柔的目光回溯过去。
总是惦记着自己无法再次够得着的东西，只会让自己在种种方面裹足不前。
然而，把过去泡到九霄云外，不但没人情味儿，还不能引以为鉴，不能从回忆当中取得力量、回顾快乐的时光。
因此，虽然说万事都应该义无反顾地去做，我倒不愿意模仿一些老爱把过去的事忘得一干二净的人。
这样的我，因为不会对任何人事物产生太深的感情，不易于乡思缠绵，不太念旧。
反正，只要曾经拥有过，就等于曾经享过得幸福，没有必要重复地去追求它。
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Happy new year.
Happy new year!
Ok counting down was rather anticlimatic, mostly because we were engaged in other things.
Some members of Japclass came over to my house for a countdown party, and to watch the annual 紅白歌合戦.
There was too much food. We did some webcamming as well, and played cards/mahjong and other random games. It was quite fun.
Today I was ( Read more... ) -
Hello sunshine!
I wonder if I'm really philistine, or is it that the only beauty I can appreciate is that found in words?
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Lit and other things.
Now I truly wonder how much I have lost by refusing to invest any emotion in most things.
I've lost my emotional tastebuds, I've become almost fearful of letting myself become too attached or too involved in anything.
I began a minimalist reduction of all that needed passion in my life.
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今天很冷。我穿长裤睡觉。
很怕去不了日本读大学。为什么那么死要去，我自己本身也不明白。根本不在乎未来的我，现在最最害怕的是，去不成日本而必须呆在新加坡念完大学。很多人，包括父母，问我为何那么坚决？确定的答案我却答不出，但只知道非离开这里不可。不是因为新加坡是个住不下的地方，而是为了脱离现今缭乱的生活。没精力整理整顿，离开便是最好的办法。当然，我要是飞走了最终还是会回来的。至于为何选择日本，是因对于欧美及其他高等学府之出名处的文化一无所知，肯定无法适应当地生活。对日本的确有所兴趣，并且是自小时候培养成的兴趣。况且，在日本任何国立大学读四年的书，学费等于英国大学的仅仅一年。缺乏人性的我，也比较适合生活在一个十分规律的社会。
第二个问题是奖学金。虽然知道父母有能力供我在日本的国立大学读完大学， ( Read more... ) -
Hi all blogstalkers please read.
Met Kylie today at Cold Storage. Heh what a coincidence.
I am going to make a soft toy. As of now I do not know how I want it to look like. With all likelihood it might turn out to look like Alien Hominid, or possibly a teddy bear.
Also, this livejournal account will be friends-locked from this post onwards. Comment or IM to be added.
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没有你的日子像活在没有水的沙漠一样，一天比一天渴。
Well since I don't exactly feel like doing a wordy update, I shall just let pictures do the talking.
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Today I took a long MRT ride again.
So my GP and lit teachers think I'm underperforming.
Way to go.
Anyone wants quiches? I'm planning to make quiches, and egg tarts soon.
I'll need to go down to Orchard tomorrow for routine shopping. Ugh.
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gaaaaaaay
やっと、戻ってきた！WW
あたしの人生を暗いところから明りの溢れる世界に変えてもらった。
そして、私の一番落ち込んだとき、救ってくれた。
あなたの優しい笑顔のいない世界は地獄だよ。
いつもいてくれてありがとう。
Damnit I'm getting too gay.
