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人は人と、なんて親しくなれるのは理解できない。もともと平行な存在がくっ付けられて、一つに融けあう状態で生きるのは、 あたしには絶対無理だ。相手に全てを任せるのはありえないじゃない、人に見せない所も全部相手に曝け出すのも怖い。ってゆか、あたしは人間性がないというわけか。
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i like my life.
刚去跑步回来，洗了个冷水澡. 收缩了的肌肉现在开始有点酸痛，血也冲到头顶上来了。
想了很多。
去年很多事情的发生之后，便失去了大部分的动力。生活方式越来越被动； 甚至于偶尔产生管不着将来的念头。反正，光明前途对我而言，只是个重大背负、责任； 并不是什么值得盼望的。身为独生子女的，父母付出的100%，我们必须以我的未来报答其200%。我本身很乐于以凡人的身份度过剩余的日子，毫无高攀的欲望。
独生子女也难免到一定的程度，显示自闭的症状。因为习惯了独生独行， 从小也被父母灌输了将来出了自己之外无人可靠的意识，所以形成害怕亲近他人、依赖他人。就算没被人背叛过也会这样。刚才在跑步的时候，顿时感到格外寂寞，渴望能有人陪。但是，仔细再想一番，发现不是真正需要他人常在身边，而是因怕和别人隔绝太久， ( Read more... ) -
水饺
Now I realise why people hold 水饺making parties; after making them all by myself for the first time today I can't bear to eat them because of the sheer tedium required to produce the prim little dumplings. However I must say that 水饺 brings back happy memories from childhood when my Shanghainese tutor used to make them for me on special occasions, ( Read more... ) -
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Jiang Ning: AAAAAAAAAH WHITE SLIP!!!11111
Me: 你是个完人。
Lol I thought this was actually funny.
Got back several results. The parents are treating me like a pariah now.
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What I did on Sunday.
Yesterday was really fun for me. In fact was so fun that comparative boredom now compels me to list my activities for the day in chronological order.
I decided to only attend the Junior College section of the Japanese Speech Contest, so I timed my arrival nicely at 10.35am. Collected my $20 book vouchers for Kinokuniya, which I have no idea what ( Read more... ) -
o.0
mildred says:
i kissed a girl
-quoted out of context.
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Chingado.
Holy shit I never knew.
怎么说，诗人是已失去对未来的憧憬，把所有的希望寄托在此时此刻的人。 用肤浅的理想、欲望来遮掩深沉的眷恋是凡人的逃脱方式；诗人则用令人震惊的语文来保守自己谦虚地心得。因为绝望而选择注目于在当时所存在的美好一切。持有庞大梦想的反而是科学家和商人。
我不要我的一生将化为一连串的“不忍心”。不忍心挽留，却不忍心放开； 既不忍心留下，也不忍心离去。。。无论采取任何行动，总是酿成可悲的结果。
人のやさしさを単純に受けるのはできないと今日気付いた。昔から「きっと私心がある」と信じてきた。あたしはもうその程度濁られたのかなぁ。そうだから、今日であるサイーボルグになったのだろうか。やっぱり極めて怖いのはこの無情な状態だ。
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A Friday
Kenapa setiap bicara dengan kamu, aku rasa kehangatan di hatiku? :)
Today I bought a Litweek shirt with the quote "Please sir, may I have some more?"
Maximum effect when worn in certain situations.
Goldfish :D
My mum wrecked my bed. Now I'm afraid it'll drop on me when I'm asleep and kill me.....
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:D
An Event of Great Trauma happened to me today. I shan't disclose it here.
The Macross Flashback 2012 OVA is <3. It's so pretty and makes me want to melt with all the 80s-like songs.
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