I have an awful feeling someone is trying woo me. After what, I've been single (barely) two weeks? DO NOT WANT. I don't care how polite and charming and generous you are, it's a bit seedy to jump in there whilst the grave is still warm, so to speak. Urgh. 

Okay, so we only did three before my inebriated friend passed out, but still, yay...

( See the glorious MADNESS! )

I'm singular again.

...

Fuck, this hurts. 

 Well, not just like that actually, because I had to make a change at Nottingham station last night, and it pissed it down, and then I had to be up at half seven for a hospital appointment, and as anyone will tell you, parking at Hallamshire Hospital is a BITCH ( Read more... )

So, rather than my scheduled visit of the 22nd, I am off to see the boy on Friday. Yeah, this Friday.

Which is awesome!

Until I realise I have to:

• Book leg waxing
• Pay £66 for a ticket
• Get a new suitcase 
• Pack everything

And now I'm a panicky mess! I can't wait to go, and resume normal life and snark at each other for everything and have our geeky coffee- ( Read more... )

God, this is so hard! I mean, I knew a long distance thing was going to be hard, don't get me wrong - I was under no illusions about how we would speak less, how I'd miss him terribly...but this is absolute hell ( Read more... )

So, I have the beloved's leaving present right here, and I have the letter paper I'm going to write him a short note with next to it ( Read more... )

 Today has been absolutely rubbish. Probably due to the stress of the beloved moving away soon and general meh, but still, it really is hard to deal with at times.

Tried to have a conversation with my Mother about the history of depression in both her family and my Father's, but it was mostly in vain. It would seem that her attitude on such things ( Read more... )

 
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 Arrrgh, why can't I sleep? Seriously, I was really tired earlier, went to bed about midnight and have probably slept for two hours tops. And today is really busy ( Read more... )