I miss my friend.

I need to get out of this town and go live on my own for once. That would be nice. I think living by myself would be very cathartic and I would love to have a dog, which the dorms do not allow. So needless to say within the next few months or at least by fall semester I will be living on my own or with a friend. I am also really trying to get away ( Read more... )

It's just not worth it go out anymore ( Read more... )

Nothing sucks more than being completely alone no matter how many people are around ( Read more... )

Just saw Zack and Miri Make a Porno. Great movie. Every bit as raunchy as a Kevin Smith movie should be with enormous heart. Reminds me a lot of Clerks 2. And yet I feel horrible. I feel just like Zack waiting for Miri to understand.

I think I'm going to go back to talk to someone. Get my head right.
Note to self: stop thinking.
Note to self: drink into stupor.
Note to self: stop drinking.
Note to self: stop smoking.
Note to self: stop making notes to self.

but lately it's the only thing that keeps me sane. I don't know. Maybe I'm just nuts. Maybe I'm that crazy kid. The one that makes others look better by comparison. On another note...

I've been feeling more and more alienated lately. Don't talk to anyone anymore and the more and more I try, it seems the more I get shut out.
Oh well. Such is life I ( Read more... )

Here is the first trailer for one of Chuck's best books.

http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?vid=235956

I'm not meant for a girl right now. I gotta concentrate on other shit. Like connecting with old friends and eventually getting back up to Pennsylvania to see all those people I left behind. I think I am going to get back into theater and writing poetry, ideas for stories, that lot. I'm going to go out more. See more people. Be social. This time ( Read more... )

I have never felt so good in my life. I feel as though a weight has been lifted and the chains have let go. This feels great. Thanks for breaking up our friendship Danielle. No, I'm not being sarcastic. I really mean it. I am actually being genuine. I laughed all day today. Hell I even laughed while regaling the story to my family. It's just so ( Read more... )