The
dreams in which I'm
dying are the
best I've ever had.

...and it seems like it will be like all the others. It's great to know when you don't have a chance in hell. Fucking awesome ( Read more... )

Why do I get so wrapped up in you ( Read more... )

I plan on making the day better or worse for myself. I have to start working on the present ASAP! So if anyone has a digital camera that I could borrow for roughly two days that would be fantastic! I also need some editing software. If anyone has just that, that would be awesome!!! Let me know ASAP so I can get working on this.

Rob

I'm not with this girl yet and I just wanna hang out with her on Valentine's Day, but in an intimate way ( Read more... )

This is a freewriting exercise. Be warned. I probably won't begin to make sense about halfway through ( Read more... )

Sometimes the idea of being constantly nice all the time is sickening. I just once want to be able to speak my mind and tell someone to fuck off, but I can't do that because I am too fucking nice. Sometimes I just want to be able to take initiative and speak my mind. Tell someone they are a lying piece of shit and should fucking die. I also want to ( Read more... )

So a good friend of mine is catching some heat and she doesn't deserve it. The rumor mill is alive and churning at full speed and I was not happy yesterday. I don't think anyone and I mean anyone has seen my full fury quite yet. Well the people at Taco Mac saw me at my most seething, ridiculous state I have been in a while. I am surprised that I ( Read more... )

I watch as no one cares about each other and yet I watch as those same people ask for help. The irony is that I too seek help, but don't care until recently. A good friend of mine is scaring me, I think she might do something drastic and that scares me. I just want everything to be okay. She doesn't like the bright lights because they remind her of ( Read more... )

I once knew what I wanted. I once knew, metaphorically, that black was bad and white was good, but I am slowly beginning to realize how these lines blur. I know affection must be contained, but it is getting harder and harder to contain it. I just hold on too much and I think that is my fatal downfall. I think I care too much. I think I care too ( Read more... )