why is life so complicated and confusing? you should find someone special, fall in love, stay in love, live happily ever after and thats it. none of this fighting over stupid things stuff. and while im on it.. there should be a pill or something to cure insecurities. like a confidence booster pill. forget trying to find a cure for aids or cancer.. ( Read more... )

i have cried atleast once every single day of this past week and a half. and for the past month i dont think i went more than 2 days without crying. my entire life is just being hurt and crying over it. have you ever loved someone so much that hurts? i really wish i didnt love him as much as i do. because my heart breaks everyday. and all i want to ( Read more... )

vermont was beautiful. i had a blast but pretty much killed myself falling down the mountain. beginners going to vermont isn't really a smart thing but whatev. my birthday was on sunday. turned 18. my family hasnt celebrated yet but we will eventually. mike, my darling boyfriend, took me to arigatos (if thats how you spell it). it is by far the ( Read more... )

its so hard losing your best friend. the person who knows you better than you know yourself. the person you can call whenever you need them and theyll make you feel better. the person you love more than anything and even made a promise to ( Read more... )

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so its been awhile since i last updated. i kind of lost interest in livejournal as pretty much everyone has. but im in a slow moving mood and i have nothing else to do so i figured now would be a good time to update. well im starting to freak out about college and everything. life seems to be moving way to fast. and since i have a memory of an ( Read more... )

i had a horrible day today, which is kind of sad considering its mine and mikes nine months and kates 17th (happy birthday kate). but one thing that is up at the top of my list of things i hate, right underneath people leaving their signal on, is how every bad thing imaginable happens all at once. i have been so happy with my life and how its going ( Read more... )

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i cannot wait until halloween

a couple days ago he surprised me by coming to visit me at work.
yesterday he went shopping with me even though he hates it.
he dances and sings with me in the car.
and today we played in the rain and got soaked.

just a couple reasons why he has my heart completely.
happy eight months, i love you.