:-)

[stef8971]

I tend to get a guilty feeling every time I start writing in my LiveJournal and then I end up not posting, because lately I am so content and oftentimes my Friends' page is filled with discontent in some way or another.  It saddens me that the decorated "summer feeling" is not present in so many people's lives, whether it be due to summer school or

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[stef8971]

when you say "to tha max" it makes it sound like i have been skydiving, or mountain climbing, or something. but even so, i don't think i would be as happy doing those things, so your description is mostly accurate.

i am in the midst of a seven day working streak. so we'll see. . . the issue is that i am a softie and people come at the last minute (i got two requests last night) to take their hours from them. i sense their desperatoin and i don't really have the heart to turn them down. i hope that like the one or two times i need to switch this month people will grant my request also.

p.s.
my cones look picture-perfect lately.
i did set the kitchen on fire a few days ago, though, trying to play the part of a cook and just heat a pizza up in the oven.

(i forgot to remove the cardboard from the bottom)

oops.

but, if you want i could screw up a cone really badly for you :-)

[stef8971]

p.p.s.
(i think) i always get confused if it's that or p.s.s.
but i think i was right the first time. . .

anyways,

i read something i thought sounded ridiculous. and i thought of you. because i think you would find it ridiculous too.

i'll explain more later.

[blacknwhitemask]

wow. you have some sort of gift, stef, and i don't know what it is but it probably doesn't matter.

you are just a very comforting person - i don't know if i've ever told you that. i remember thinking it's funny that that one girl called you fake, because you are one of the most real people i know.

i am really glad that you enjoyed all of this, even though not in the typical sense. your summer can be anything you make it, or anything anyone else makes it, really, and i think that you will still enjoy it. completely awesome.

haha,

and our meeting on the crosswalk was pretty much ridiculous.

yesss.

[stef8971]

i really appreciate your kind words.

out of all the things i probably "should" be putting my effort towards, being myself and trying to help people is just what i naturally focus my attention on, i think. even when a lot of people of the adult genre think i am wasting my time, etc.

but,

i hope that if i do have some sort of a gift and that maybe i can harness into something that i enjoy doing for the rest of my life, in some form or another. that would really make me truly happy, i think.

maybe we will see eachother, not in the middle of a highway, soon.

[symphonicbreath]

stef,

keep your talents.

also, friends' discontentment gives you all the more reason to broadcast some cheer.
keep it coming if you can/want.

[stef8971]

nora.

can we see eachother again soon?

i think the answer to that is yes. if you so choose.

:-)

[symphonicbreath]

i do.

give me a ring sometime.