I'm sitting here on my bed with my lover poo butt kitty, doing absolutely nothing, and I couldn't be happier. Have a super fantastic awesome amazing cool day.

It is very hard to do the typin' when mah kitty is all over my laptop! Crazy bitch... but I can't be mad she's too damn cute.

I hate that once you cross that line, no matter how things end they will never be the same as they were before you crossed that line. I miss that more than anything. Even though I know nothing will ever happen I can't shake the feelings, I wish they would just go away.

I miss him so bad
I can't stop thinking about it
I've been trying to drink it away for 2 1/2 weeks and apparently that doesn't work
And rolling it away and doing coke doesn't help either.
I just want to be happy again and not miss the way things were anymore.

So apparently all I did was sprain my foot, which I think is a lie since my whole foot is a bruise and it feels like my toes aren't attached to my foot anymore. And they didn't give me any pain drugs. Now I need a new hustle since I'm not going to get a paycheck next week. FUCK! And Chuck is still upstairs sleeping when he spent the night here ( Read more... )

I got to get a hustle onnnnn.
Going to the docta for my foot today.
Hopefully I can convince them to give me some drugsss.
Gotta get that cream.
And a second job.

I punched a boy in the face and made him cry and he got a black eye.
haha

I'm sick of sluts at parties.

I'm really sick of treatment. I thought I would be able to stand all the bullshit and just pull off my lies in group, but I just keep getting all these stupid packets. My life was no unmanageable and I did have control over my drinking. I obviously do since I still drink and I went from drinking about five days a week to one. Does that really sound ( Read more... )

So after work this evening I was smoking some delicious weed with Frank and Beth(my new facebook friend.. I'm queer, but I have one of these so you already knew that). And I was saying that I like my facebook picture because it looks like me and JIll and attached at the hair. And then I thought what if that really happened and when they cut the ( Read more... )