Complete and total adoration ( Read more... )

um. yesterday was a good day. Today is 8 months. Long time. Record breaking. Yeah.

Party hopping tonight.
Cool.
Hes gone till sunday.
Eh its only 2 days with out him.
Other then that, everythings fine.

hah this was the worst journal entry ever.
Not in the mood to actually write something decent. meh.

And even though we've been together for a while, I'm still amazed that you're mine. I look at you from far away and think to myself, wow, that dork is my boyfriend. MINE. look at him! He's so cute, so great, so perfect. I love him so much. I want to show you off to the world, and then at the same time... i want to keep you to myself. Because ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about a lot lately. Today was a great day. Tushi suesday with my favorite girls. it was a great time. i can totally be myself around them. i don't know what it is. or why it is. then i hung out with steve =) it was a really great time. throwing each other around, falling off my bed laughing, smiling and enjoying the time we spent ( Read more... )

I had a really great christmas eve with steve. I'm so glad i went. it was amazing. and i love him so much. his family's crazy, and i love it. xmas 06. wont ever be the same ( Read more... )

today was a good day. but i got steve sick and i feel bad. he looks miserable. i hope he gets better. he has to wake up so early tommorrow. he works so hard. and so much. i hope he's okay. i love him more then he could imagine. he drove me home. i really am thankful. I'm not ignoring what i have right infront of me. I know its amazing. I know he is ( Read more... )

I do not like being told things just to make me happy. I would rather be told the truth and be hurt than be "protected" and happy. I overreact sometimes. OKAY. A lot. more then sometimes. Don't be afraid to tell me I'm wrong or out of line. I like people who won't think less of me for my somewhat sporadic mood swings. When I'm hurt, I withdraw. I ( Read more... )

ice skating= good
i didnt fall. a great success!
and he scares me =] but i like him <3

don't know whats happening now. lol. but katies probably right. mehhh
i have to clean. bye

so wed. was fine. i apologized. He apologized. And we went to the meeting. Then starbucks which was nice. Um, yesterday me and sarina spent 4 hours goign around commack. i vistied steve at work. it was nice. haha its so weird watching him work heh. ummm then today was good, went by reaaaaaally sllowwwwwwwwly. but then caught up and now im home. ( Read more... )

i've never been so blank in my life. It was 10 minutes i wish i could repeat over and over again. Just thinking about nothing, caring about nothing, worrying about nothing. all that mattered was that moment. all that i cared about was him. it was a feeling of... closure. i think ( Read more... )