When is it going to be our chance to rise above and be happy...I find love and now i have to fight for it...I'm going to win.

thekingofrain667: You have to understand that no matter what its going to hurt...i gave you myself and now your just giving up on me like i cant change anything and i wont walk miles for you. Its going to hurt, and it does...It hurts the most out of everything in the past i have delt with, even my parents divorce. This is why i was afraid...i knew ( Read more... )

Well, Ashes just left and im sad...all those feelings of love before were just bullshit. Because there is no way unless your a freak like me (which considering i just pointed out that i am indeed a freak like me) that you can fall in and out of love so damn fast. I also figured out why im so scared of Ashes..."Peachy, so i think i did something ( Read more... )

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Okay...so i've more than likely found the reason why im so messed up with everything for the past few years or whatnot. "Overstress", ah the wonders of health class letting me in on the problems with myself. Its wonderful... And my proof a packet of papers on stress and a "stress rateing" thingy:
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Okay, so i few days ago i felt awesome. Now im back down in my pit, because of what else? A girl that i asked out and then not even a day later get dumped by because im like a brother. Im not going to bitch but more or less ask, although Lizz already said there is nothing wrong with me. But what is wrong with me that no one wants to be with me? I ( Read more... )

So i had a girlfriend...for less than 24 hours...i officaly feel like shit. Whats wrong with me?

Okay so, its been a few days since my last entry and some changes have happend. I've been talking to this Shelby girl online and she is fucking awesome, but she is moveing this summer to KY....*tear* We will see how this goes. Still talking to Jessica and i have decided that she will be better off as a friend because we have different views on ( Read more... )

Okay, so uhm....i hate today. And i already hate tommaro but thats for my separate stupid reasons. My muscles hurt, im bored as fuck, and my plans never worked out although i tried calling Rachel like 5 or so times. What else to write about...nothing really...so later..