So against my good judgement im writting anyways because it gets my mind off things...Cant sleep, too much to think about. Jessica is as awesome as i thought although quiet, but i can fix that. And she currently wont get out of my head, im officaly calling myself creepy again until there is a way to explane this, date her, or ultimately get turned ( Read more... )

Bored, give me something to do...im thinking too much.

Okay so, life has changed a bit since my last long entry...Giving up on Kelly, Jess hasnt talked to me in literally forever, and i really didnt have my eyes on anyone...until (drum roll) I started talking to Jessica. All i can really say right now is that she is awesome, but im scared as always that im going to get hurt somehow & it doesnt help ( Read more... )

I should stop before i get hurt, but i dunno...this seems a bit different.

Uhhg...well, if it makes any of you feel better i now have no girls that i want that will date me. Like 2 weeks ago i got reminded from jess that she isnt looking for a relationship & now today/yesterday Kelly told me that she isnt really looking for anyone at all and she has a fear of commitment or however you spell the s.o.b. That actially ( Read more... )

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Okay, as you all know i have had on off weekends for the past 2 weeks & this one was no different in following the trend. This weekend was good and coulda been better but no bad parts. So that ether means next weekend will be the greatest in my life like 2 weeks ago...or it'll make me wanna die like last week, it all depends on how this pattern ( Read more... )

yeah, so today fucking sucked major asshole...Okay, first i get no god damned sleep because of a fucking stuffy nose i wake up with a stuffy nose at 6 in the morn and find out i have a snow day so i thought things would get better after jumping in the shower and clearing my sinuses and going back to bed. They got a bit better but only because i ( Read more... )

My stomich feels like its gonna crawl up my throat or something of the sorts...and yes this is more about me trying to win Kelly. lol...i sent her a message on myspace along with a survey and it was basically just like those confessions to rachel i used to write her way back when i liked her with a burn hot passion. lol Im so god damn nervious is ( Read more... )