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I still get anxious and I don't know what I'm afraid of.
So. Obligatory end of the year wrap up, a couple days late ( Read more... ) -
2009 is punching me in the face repeatedly. Oof.
I am driving to Maine and back tomorrow to attend a memorial service for a woman who was good, who I liked, but who died on Friday night in bed next to her husband after taking too many pills and drinking too much alcohol. I only hope that it didn't hurt and that she wasn't afraid ( Read more... ) -
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Things got strange and then they got stranger ( Read more... ) -
The Hopelessness of Sorrow
This ache becomes part of who you are and who you will be. It will never go away. The realization of that can seem daunting, depressing, cement in your lungs. Fifty years from now when you are married and happy and completely free from the memory of that someone, with 2.5 kids and a dog, you'll wake up in the middle of the night because you thought ( Read more... ) -
Friday 150
Funny how pictures work. This is how we stand this is how we pose put your arm around her and smile wide ( Read more... ) -
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Him: It was like the chariot scene in Ben-Hur! He was trying to run me off the road with his wheels!
Me: Nerd. Only nerds have actually seen Ben-Hur.
Him: No, they made us watch it in Latin class.
Me: NEEEEEEERD!
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HEY REMEMBER WHEN I DIDN'T KNOW/GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT EVERY OTHER PERSON IN THE WORLD WAS DOING? WASN'T IT NICE NOT COMPARING MY LIFE TO EVERY OTHER PERSON OUT THERE'S LIFE? YEAH. MAYBE IT'S TIME TO DO THAT AGAIN ( Read more... ) -
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Remember when I had passion for something, and put effort into it? Those were good times ( Read more... ) -
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I can't ever escape the feeling thta freaking out about good news will jynx it. I am forever screwed. -
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Kaf! KAFFFFF kaf kaf hork. Kahuh! KAfff.
That is me, right now. Coughtowne. Hope your lungs are fine.