i feel so lazy today. i don't really want to do anything, but i have about two million things i could be getting done. i think i might go work out- it always blows off some steam ( Read more... )

well.

life is pretty surreal sometimes.
im sorry for being so naieve and stupid.
i wish it didn't mean so much.
i wish it didn't hurt so much.
all you are doing is proving me right and contradicting everything you say.
let me go.
i need to let myself go.

i can't hate him ( Read more... )

it's almost as if the last week getting better with him made everything worse. i hate how i feel. i hate that i am so analytical and think about everything in every possible way that it could possibly mean. i hate text messaging, its' not fair that i can' tell their "tone" or mood via texts. eff technology. i hate that my heart won't mend. i ( Read more... )

well, its been almost 4 freakin months since i have been on here to LJ. myspace is overrated and has been taking priority. im sorry. so much, so much going on in my life right now.. where to begin ( Read more... )

today is my first day of college.
im sick and got lost. couldn't find my first class.
found it.
it got out an hour and a half early.
now im on the computer in the library.
alright late.

I came home last night to find a poster of Brandon boyd, 4 ft wide and 10 feet tall rolled up on my bed waiting for me. yeah if you've been to your local GAP lately, you'd have seen it. it's amazing. its going in my room, thanks to my mommy and all her lovely co-workers at GAP #814. and its totally illegal which is even better! alright late.

Dear X Box

whoever on staff there that invented HALO / HALO2 should be fired.

thanks,
Kimmy

The Last 48 hours = heinous ( Read more... )

jk
but im sitting on the computer at kotter's and Mike Kinsey a.k.a. mykespace walked in and put his arm around my neck and stood there like kot does.... so i hug his arm back and gently peck it. than the human starts talking, i turn around and realized it wasnt my kotter... eeeeew:( jk mike. but it was really effing funny.
alright late.