wow.. life is still a blur. im supposed to get my hair done did but i dont know... my brother should be home any minute now. today sucked mucho. all day i just wanted to go home. now that im home im bored. i really like robert. maybe it's his innocence? well thats too bad because i happen to have a little boyfriend. =) xxx i love youu! and no it's
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ok well this is how it went down: i came home.. my bro had his friend over or whatever that was fine. my mom got home and i wanted to go for a run but then she told me i had an appt.... so i asked if i could go to the carnival today.. i dont know what she said.. i dont even remember what happened after that but i cut. please if you're reading this
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hello. today was uhmm unique. went to school.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJAHAN!! love ya.. uhmm.. school was nothing special. I saw my therapist today. She claims that I "look" depressed. She wanted to send me to a psycho hospital.. i could read it in her eyes and see it in her lips; but my mom took care of that. if i get caught cutting again thats where ill
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this morning woke up at 6. dont remember exactly what i did.. went to school.. nothing special. i read "mind games" today. after school didnt feel like doing homework and went to CVS for passport pictures. that sucked because ive realized that im way ugly. yes - i resign from the jesus position because i have lost all hope and my perfectness. no
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