i hate that i cant control myself around you....

you always find a way, to keep me right here waiting.....

officially single, plan on staying that way too

i dont know how i feel anymore...
i cant stop thinking
im so confused
and i dont know what to do.

So Ive moved to Williamstown ( Read more... )

just waiting for the eviction now.
my mind has been racing like a speeding fucking bullet

so i need to come up with $800 in 5 days. that or im probly gonna get evicted ( Read more... )

my mind has stalled
im in too deep
my feelings strong
he doesnt see
i feel alone
i dont know why
he seems unhappy
it makes me cry
i love him so
i steal his time
his friends dont know
why hes been lying
but they dont see
its really me
now i feel bad
cause im why hes sad

so now i got a whole crowd of new friends, cause forrest's friends love him so much they call him more than once a day. not that i dont like them, theyre awesome. i just dont have the money to go to barnegat every weekend. me and forrest have been doing good, except for yesterday, that day fell through completely, plus i was drinking in a bad mood ( Read more... )

i just joined this street bike club and now ive gotta get my license and a bike within the next couple months. im also a voluntary firefighter and i should be getting my uniform soon, i just have to go get measured cause theyre not gonna have anything that fits me ( Read more... )