the people you love can be taken away so quickly. i only hope they know how much the people left behind care. im not talking about death im talking about moving, going to the hospital etc. all you can do is feel inadequet without their presence and hope they know even though we're not in the same place. your the little voice in my head. i miss you ( Read more... )

i need to sleep. i dont know why i bother to update noone reads this. i could die and noone would realize. who gives a fuck anyway.

my eyebrow is pierced. i havent heard from brandon or cleo in a while has anyone else? i want to stop being a hermit.

fat tuesday rocked my ass. i met new people yesterday anne and rob. who play music that equally rocks my ass. w00t. makes me happy. i want to see nicole. cant wait for spring break to go see jules. thurday im going to the two olives or w/e ang getting shitfaced. its so very good to be home its so weird how you sleep after cholodapen(sp) the best ( Read more... )

i just found a bottle of pills in my dads drawer while looking for my my asthma medicine. the pills were 100 mg topamax's. i looked them up they cause depression. while i was taking topomax i was taking elevil and fiorcet or esgic plus and while these two medications are taken in conjunction this causes fucking depression even though elevil is an ( Read more... )

i have a crush on elyse sewell.

5 more days. im so ready.time to come back and get life in order. im excited and nervous. and all sorts of other things. my blood pressure is super low. i feel passy outty. im sleepy. i really have no idea how i feel. i feel off. i have fucked up so bad. fucking "a" man.

im at my aunt and uncles theres 18 inches of snow outside. i lived through my first blizzard. wondering if my friends miss me. all that stupid stuff. im lonely i think. i fucking hate drama. thats what seems to be going on right now. fuck it all.

i wish i was able to be in monroeville and take care of the shit thats going on. guys im there for you just not physically. call me anytime. i love you all.
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i am surrounded by people and have so much stuff going on but i am still lonely. at leaste i finally have someon my age to hang out with. courtney is pretty nifty. i miss you m'ville people. i hate sleeping by myself it makes it even harder to sleep. mom set me up on some date with this guy that works at the cafe chaete d' leon. hes nifty but i ( Read more... )