why do i have this sinking feeling in my stomach again? ive been so happy for so long, i dont understand. is michigan this bad or am i responsible for this. i dont know i just want it to go away, even if that means i have to go away, but i want to finish school. this ultimatum is not making anything more productive.

the point is that i think im weak.

i lie to myself in things that i think will make me happy, but they dont...

i hate michigan i hate it i hate it, i feel like nobody here genuinely cares about me so why should i and thats were the problem lies.

im too old for this, i want to grow up and love, but i guess nothing just falls into place/

first of all, lost in translation was boring.
second, just because you drink cabernet sauvignon does not make you sophisticated.
third, fuck slum dog, india is the least of the worlds social problems.
finally, nobody cares if you feel opposed to any of this.
and im incredibly vain. rofl

damn your damny god.

look what we've become.

I guess we're all socialists now.

damn your damny god.

look what we've become.

Just a dime under the thumb.

2nd place lifer.

the distance between us
is my direct connotation
your unattainability has
become my instability
and im beginning to feel
a progressive space in
my subconscious mind
dithered and confidential
obstructed by extraneous
furtive encounters.

destroying something beautiful one day at a time.

haha. i live in florida.watsyournamebaby?

dtown otown. fuckme.

scratch that last post. i am given inspiration and fire within myself.

I feel a physical and mental weakness throughout me.

I try everyday, i try my best, i try not to care.

everything is falling to the ground. around me.

im looking to the sky, there i see blue sky.