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Stupid Life
Some times life just isnt fair the way it toys with us poor humans. I swear we are all just mice & once in a while we want to play dead to we can miss the stuff we are not willing to face ( Read more... ) -
Destiny maybe?
Don't you ever feel like you were made to do something really great? I look at the people around me that I know & a lot of them have the worst luck ever. It seems they can't catch a break & once they finally get out of a bad situation something else bad happens to them. I look at what I go through & discover "hey my life isn't really all that bad ( Read more... ) -
Bad Day...
So today I guess was the last straw for me at one of my jobs. My best friends my boss so it is a different way of working than other jobs I have. I have been wanting to quit there for a while because as we all know if you shouldn't live with your best friend then you shouldn't work for them either. There has been alot of drama back & forth in both ( Read more... ) -
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Bah!!! Damn Damn Damn!!!.... Just needed to say that. Why does today suck? Why? I woke up just feeling off & thats it & it set the rest of the day off as well. I know tomorrow will be different I know it will. Once I finish writing all this out I will calm down & things will get better as I vented it all out. Just sittin here watchin the New Girl ( Read more... ) -
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How can a person act so horrrible & think what they're doing is ok? How do they not see that their actions are causing more problems for themsleves? It baffles the mind really. I am supporting a friend in court & her ex-boyfriend is actually arguing with the judge & his own lawyer. You know someone is stupid when their own lawyer tells them to stop ( Read more... ) -
Stupid caffeine
Don't ya hate when you have all these things you want or need to do & you feel so overloaded & hyper you don't know where or how to start? My day has been like that & haven't got a thing started. I'm just walkin around like a a hyper active zombie. The house doesn't really need cleaned but then again it does, theres cooking to do but the cleaning ( Read more... ) -
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I find myself on a type of downward slope today. Mostly because I seem to hold grudges which I find to be one of things I dislike about myself. I try talking myself into letting it go which will work for a while till something reminds of the situation & the grudge comes ringing my doorbell yet again. Journaling & posting here seem to be the only ( Read more... ) -
Odd Motivation....
You know how certain things that you listen to or watch that somehow gives you the motivation spark? When I was in school all through my art classes I would have my headphones on surrounded by other eager art students just as excited to do nothing all day but artwork. Well that whole room was just filled with that great energy that keeps you fueled ( Read more... ) -
Borrred.
Sooooo bored! When did everything started to get so boring? I used to always have something I wanted to do & for the past few days I can't figure what to do..... or apart from the things I could be doing but don't want to do that is. Was at work all day today & you'd think I'd be tired but I get home & yes I am tired but my mind is still working & ( Read more... )