sometimes shit has to change even if you don't want it to, no matter how bad youre going to want it back you just have to let it go. he was my boo my baby but i had to let him go for the simple fact that i didnt want to go thru the same things again this year. i mean i want to be with him and i want things to be great between us so this is my way ( Read more... )

well nothing new has been going on same shit everyday just a different day, but i''m not complaining cuz i like it.well my tootie keta is coming home i think the 22nd and she's staying for a whole week. now you know its going to be trouble trouble. and my parents are leaving to go to florida until the 13 of december. damn i know everybody is going ( Read more... )

damn its been a minute. well since the last time i wrote that to ashley, i've seen her i think twice or once who knows, i haven't talked to her like that. she says she's just been busy but when it comes down to family no matter what you'll always have time for them. wait a minute does she even still think of me as her family? hmmm, who knows. i ( Read more... )

STEPH YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. IM NOT GOING OVERSEAS AND IM NOT GONNA FORGET ABOUT YOU. I WILL WRITE YOU EVERYDAY AND CALL WHENEVER I GET A CHANCE AND UPDATE MY JOURNAL AS MUCH AS I CAN SO I WILL STILL BE HERE WITH YOU!!! LOVEYA GIRL ( Read more... )

well my week was normal like usual, well except for 2 new things i'm so happy about. well last thursday my dad bought me a car, i was the one who picked it out but once i actually got it i didn't like it, so i told him that i needed a new one so this friday that just passed he bought me a new one. now with this one i'm soooooo happy. its so girlie ( Read more... )

well my week so far has gone ok, monday i didn't go to work instead me and D(my husband) went to sign me up for school, we got into so many arguments it wasn't even funny. i guess the heat and humidity made us uncomfortable cuz we kept goin at it and over stupid stuff.anywho later on that night he came back over my house and we went to the ( Read more... )

well me and the boo are basically engaged he finally grew the fuck up. i love him though thats my baby. i feel like we have a new bond that can't be broken. well me, my bestfriend and the girls are going to virginia beach othe 29-31. we figured we do it before everybody goes their separate ways, thats sad i can't believe it, your friends aren't ( Read more... )

Well i'm finally out of fucking high school (drama city), turning the big 18 in a week, and starting a new fucking life. i for one am very happy, i call it my grown up life, damn i couldn't wait to have a grown up life. yes sir i'm stress free, the reason why because i'm trying this grown up thing called JUST GIVING A FUCK ANYMORE. friday night i ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't written in a while but i've been feeling ok but now i just feel like theres no result going to come out of anything. but theres also good news. i filled out my financial aid papers and i'm getting $4177, i'm so glad. thats basically half my tuition. that burden is out the way. but i just feeling down, i know my cousiin is going to ( Read more... )

well today was the first day of the last quarter in school and i still don't know whether or not i passed my anatomy class. this class has me down and out, i don't know what to do. in order for me to graduate this year i need this class and i already got 2 F's which mean that i need 2 B's and a C on the finale. everytime i ask my teacher can i see ( Read more... )