This is seriously the worst semester/couple of months of my entire life without a doubt.  Like first the whole party incident, my uncle just died, my grandma who I absolutely adore has been diagnosed with breast cancer, school is honestly kicking my butt, I can't handle it anymore.  Like I always thought that when God made bad things happen to me, ( Read more... )

I hate this so much.  I'm absolutely petrified to go to a party or go out ever again.  Why the hell did this have to happen to me? What did I ever do to deserve this? There's no one I can talk to and no one who understands what I'm going through right now.  I've never felt more alone in my entire life.  Is this how the rest of my college experience ( Read more... )

I haven't been this sick in such a long time.

I'm driving myself insane!

Winter break is almost over and it's really strange because I've only been home for a month, but I think I've realized more about myself now than I haven within my entire existence.  I've finally come to terms with growing up.  Being home has made me realize that this isn't my home anymore.  Jackson is no longer where my life proceeds.  The people ( Read more... )

I DIDN'T FAIL BIOLOGY

I'm so upset and stressed and dissapointed in myself right now.  It's finals week so that's expected, but it's never been like this before.  I might fail biology and I can't grab that. I've never failed a class in my entire life before I can't fail this class.  My final for it yesterday was SO HARD. Like I've never taken a final that hard before in ( Read more... )

It's my birthdaaayyy! Goddamn I love my birthday so much.  I had a party at my house saturday and it was so much fun.  My roommates this year are honestly the best people ever. OH AND LESS THAN 2 WEEKS TILL THIS SEMESTER IS OVER!

Next semester is going to be a huge turn around for me.  I really need to get my act together.  I need to get another job so I can at least help to pay my rent and NEED to get all A's in my classes.  I know college is supposed to be a social time to meet friends and whatnot, but I'm pretty much going to be in hiding because what I'm doing this ( Read more... )

I've never been more stressed and overwhelmed in my life.