Last night I opened a door and found a magical place, then I ate the world.

What I love most about summer is how you lose track of the days, you're not counting down to anything, just living.

We're all the same aren't we?  We really are, fuck thinking we all have some unique qualities that define us, we all want the same things, why break out of the norm?  I'm just going to sit back and watch time unfold, I wont have to lift a finger.  Fuck it all.

Summer school is such a burden riht now.  I wish I hadn't messed up my Sophomore year, life would be so easy if I hadn't.  Well at least Senior year shouldn't be much of a challenge.  I can't wait, I'm over summer.

That was a stupid faze, I'm going to try and stop, I mean it this time.

 I can't describe or understand what's been happening lately, it's just change, lots and lots of change, well I guess that's what it is at least.  I feel so betrayed these days, by everyone, it's not like it's always intentional, but the things certain people say or do makes me feel so revolted.  I can honestly say that there isn't a single person ( Read more... )

I WANT TO GRADUATE ALL READY!
and school hasn't even started yet, sigh.

 EDC was unbelievable, I'm so sad that it's all over, we had all been looking forward to it for so long and I somewhat feel like I let the night slip away too quickly.  All in all it was a night I shall never forget.  I got to watch Benny Benassi for almost 2 hours and he was mesmerizing, ah it was just too much fun to describe, if you weren't ( Read more... )

Life's been really boring lately and I've come to realize I'm pretty sick of the people in my life, but the problem with all that is that I can't start over.  I'm stuck for now and I see no immediate change that shall be taking place anytime soon.  Wont someone come save me?  I honestly don't care who anymore, maybe I just need to get out of this ( Read more... )

I hate everything I write.  I've ruined myself.  I started a slow decay that's been building these past couple of years and I can finally see the results.  There's nothing much left.