it seems as though nothing has really been going on in frederick since i've been gone ( Read more... )

it's been about a fucking year it seems since i've 'updated' or anything ( Read more... )

so... it's 3am.

my mom is out of town
i can't sleep
but dan can... he's passed out in my bed.

dan got home last night.
finally.
it's been a month.

haha

but yeah, nothing really going on

i pretty much have 2 jobs now.
-working at my school 3 & 4th period [getting paid to be in school FUCK YEAH!]
-day care for the YMCA at elementary schools after school....

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 so, there's this guy ( Read more... )

this summer was good ( Read more... )

yo...

SUMMER'S OVER.

and i don't know how to deal with it.
it's saturday, our last day... kinda
and i don't even know what to do.

these past few weeks have been insane!

parties.
friends leaving for school.
me actually seeing someone now, even though it's not official yet.

it's sad. 
i just don't even know!!!!

i don't know... the beach was nice.
relaxing kinda.
got a nice tan.

i'm glad to be home though.... kinda

seeing all the entries and myspace pics from the last week kinda upset me.

i don't know i'm just in a weird ass mood,

but it's like... everyone did so much shit this week 
and it seems like it can't happen again.
and i missed out on so much.

whatever.

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shit...so much random shit has happened since the last entry.
lets see------

partying with russians
feild parties
tommy
washington's dick
random adventures that lead us down a dead end road with a river

BUT

i think last night was the best.

party in eldersburg
250+ people
lots of free weed
HIGH AS FUCK
girl fight between 4 trashy bitches
breaking bottles
knives ( Read more... )

i feel like everyone is mad at me right now.

but there's no reason for anyone to be.

so i don't really understand.

no matter what.

EVERYONE ends up knowing everything....

you have a few select friends that you think you can tell things to.
then they go and tell someone else cause they think it's ok.
and then that person tells a few of their friends, just cause their friends know the person....

and word gets around.

it sucks.
and i've decided not to tell anyone ( Read more... )