so jon is back, and i'm happy and annoyed with that ( Read more... )

five days without drinking.

i have my laptop back.

i love my apartment.

i have the most wonderful boyfriend.

i miss cheryl.

thats about it for my life...good update, i know.

i wish it was monday

i'm on day two of not drinking...which may not be a lot to most of you, but that is actually an accomplishment for me...i haven't smoked since saturday. and i'm going jogging in a little bit...wish me luck guys.

man...i hate today...i'm off to eat lots of taco salad and watch arrested development(seasons 1, 2, and 3!)...then i'm going to bed ( Read more... )

okay so i'm trying really hard to stop being so fucking emo

my plan now is:
no more booze
no more cigarettes
more jogging
more yoga
get a job
stop fucking whiney all the damn time

also i wouldn't mind killing a few small animals or people.

i feel like making taco salad...

okay. i hate today. i hate everything it seems like. i shouldn't feel like this. i took those awful stupid pills to avoid this feeling. i fucking hate it. i know i'm not as alone as i feel. i know things aren't as bad as i feel that they are. i know i'm loved. i know i have amazing friends. i know my life isn't that bad...and yet, none of that is ( Read more... )

the last three nights were amazing. my trip to lansing was so much fun. i got to hang out with a lot of cool people and drank way too much. it was awesome going to visit loren and partying in lansing. i did eat way too much steak and shake though. last night was fun too. joel came down from grand rapids and we went to a few parties and then hit up ( Read more... )

so me and tracy found a whole new level of obnoxiosness last night and we freaking owned it! it was a bit much, i'm not kidding. sorry if you happened to see us last night ( Read more... )

life has been so good lately. if i get this job i want, i'll be so happy!!! everything has been going so good lately. i love mine and tracys apartment. i love my friends. i love everything about life it seems. (don't everyone run away, this is actually stephanie posting) maybe its just the happy pills, but i'm super stoked lately ( Read more... )

so we're playing beer pong either tues or wed.

who is in?