Jacob's working at Texas Roadhouse and that leaves me lonely for 5 hours. It's pathetic that I don't know what to do with myself without him. So, I've been back and forth between my parents and grandparents. I need a job quick!

I'll be 8 weeks pregnant on friday! I feel so adorable being a little, pregnant housewife!

Like I said before, my life never goes according to plan.  Our wonderful school system is kicking me out and forcing me to get my GED.  I'm trying to get into Alternative so I can get my diploma, but if they don't accept me, I'm screwed.  But who cares about education, that's not my main concern at the moment.  This is.....

On December 30th, 2005 I ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm living under a rock when it comes to my friendships. I don't have the internet so I can't read your updates. Although, when I do read them, I still don't know what's going on in your lives. I miss you, all of you. Call me sometime, please. 994.1037 ( Read more... )

So, Utopia called a little while ago. They wanted to know if I would like to be a door girl on the weekends from 8pm to 2am. He told me I would eventually get more hours. And I'm looking for a job without a lot of hours.

What to do, what to do?

It can't come quickly enough
And now you've spent your life
Waiting for this moment
And when you finally saw it come
It passed you by and
Left you so defeated

We're never going to look back with regret

They said that I didn't do anything wrong, but they yell at me because they said I can't do anything right.  If I'm guiltless then why am I being punished.  Why can't they just that they're upset with me.  They ask their questions but they don't want to listen to my answers, my reasons, my thoughts.  I'm not trying to fight, I just want them to ( Read more... )

I told a secret that I know ruined a friendship.  I didn't want to ruin their relationship, that's why I kept the secret for so long.  He wasn't angry with me, except for the fact that I didn't tell him as soon as everything happened. But as days went on with me holding the secret, I only felt filthier.  Now, I feel like that burden is lifted and I ( Read more... )

1. Go here.

2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

I'm finally back home, but this place doesn't feel like home at all.  I have found it amazing how quickly people and relationships change.  I've gained knowledge and friends that I am so grateful for.  Yet, I feel like I've lost a little of what used to mean so much to me.  In life, somehow or someway, we can have whatever we want; except the way ( Read more... )

Grand opening tomorrow!

UTOPIA: World Cuisine and Lounge

10:45 am - 2:00 am
Seven days a week

Amazing food and awesome atmosphere.

I will be the hostess with the mostess.
Come eat and visit.