i can't take my eyes off of you

[stephanie_leigh]

i just realized that i love jacob but i'm not in love with him...

i've never said goodbye and i don't know how. he's so fragile and i can't hurt him. but i can't stay.

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[jewel81288]

oh stef that is so dawsons creek
it will all work out for the best

[oom_]

we should hang out.
<3

[stephanie_leigh]

of course. what's a few hundred miles?!

[oom_]

wouldn't be the first time i've gone to corpus to hang out.
as long as i get a hug or something.

[stephanie_leigh]

for sure!

its me..jd

[left_turn]

hey, i read your post and it reminded me of what i told my friend one time....think really hard, are we in love with your lover? or just in love with love???? does the idea of having him there make you feel happy? or does he? just thought i would add in my 2 cents.

by the way, if it was possible for anyone to look anymore heavenly, mary would have to come down herself.

Re: its me..jd

[stephanie_leigh]

aww jd. thank you so much. i just love ya

[emergantservant]

Hey steph what happened to these feelings?

[stephanie_leigh]

i was just frustrated at the time and wasn't sure if he was what i really wanted for the rest of my life. i allowed my doubts and fears to overcome what i truly felt. i regret feeling that way because it really hurt him, but those times of trial also make us stronger and closer.

[emergantservant]

so how are things going now with you jacob , your parents and God?

[stephanie_leigh]

things are amazing all over. jacob, my family and i are having lunch before he goes to work tomorrow. on sunday, he's going to come to church with me.