Now, I feel like I am a fairly shameless person. I honestly believe the last time I was honestly embarrased was in the 4th grade, when my EX best friend read aloud a note proclaiming my love for Mark who sat in front of me. Since, then, not much. But, I have definitely always felt like there are certain life situations that are essential to ( Read more... )

Thank you, stranger. There's two of you!

Why I can't just go right and tell you that I think you're really quite something? I don't want to date you or kiss you or really anything in that sort of mind. Honestly. I just want to tell you that you are very human, I think. But maybe that's the wrong sort of romantic in lives like this. In fact, and it embarrasses me to admit things like ( Read more... )

Yes/no:

Sucking up your pride and taking a chance with the crush of your life.

Music really makes being in a room completely different. I can look at my roommate sitting in the corner and still do whatever I want ( Read more... )

You are a beautiful man.
(Please don't bother asking)

On the other side, I am sick of SA homosexuality discrimination. In a purely opposition research way. I'm thinking more about how we're having grilled pizzas tonight.

Conclusions:
1. Inspire.
2. Let different things bleed into each other.
3. Be trustworthy and have faith.

I'm not sad, I'm not unhappy. In fact, I am much more excited for fall quarter than I thought possible. There's still room to fuck up a little more, but I should probably keep my head on fixing things. But I have never felt more like ONE person. Not one plus someone else, but rather alone. SO many engagements! I have no degree, no job, and I' ( Read more... )

1. I used to have THE biggest crush on a certain Alex Gabriel in fifth grade (this was also approximately when I went from awkward caterpillar to even more awkward butterfly). He is a mild form of Brandon Davis now, as Facebook reveals. And I thought maybe I had good taste. Sometimes, life is sort of uhm, unfair ( Read more... )

Keeping in mind, I definitely have a very important Econ midterm in 5 hours, I am having problems brushing away sitting in an institution that apparently brings forth a hell of a lot more conflict than unity. I'll put myself out there and acknowledge my doubt and a lot more weakness that I would like to have anyone know about. But truly, I don't ( Read more... )

You know, it's really quite peculiar. I am becoming very skeptical of most situations, and I'm forming pretty stupid habits. I hope I don't become those people who MUST disagree with everything said. Ricki was telling me about her friend who insisted on putting her two cents in everything, and at the time, it seemed stupid. But lately, I catch ( Read more... )