The sweat of ur body covers me, can u picture this?

[stephdon]

I listened to myself say something today repeatedly, then thought, "What the hell was I thinking"? Because apparently I was wrong for assuming Pol cared or could care or ever would care about me. I was wrong for assuming that I was finally gonna be happy. My mom said, " The happiest I ever saw u was when u were with Pol". I said ," Yea, I had my

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i know what you mean

[tara_sue]

Hey steph I know what u mean. I have been doing alot of thinking myself, but it gets me no where. Except more heartache! I got my phone bill in today and it is 300.00 and i dont know how the hell i am going to pay it now because u quit your job and now you cant help me pay for it. which i think it is shitty. But life is a bitch. I have a car payment due next week which i dont have, i have my mom and dads anniversary next week and I cant afford to get them anything. Now this fucking phone bill. Well i am going to get off here and figure out something. BYe
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hey again

[imagine_life05]

I thought alot about what you said to me the other day. I had an interview today and I got the job, so as soon as I can I'm going to get the hell out of here. James is going to be history. I don't want him in my life anymore I want nothing more to do w. him. I've realized that the only thing he can give me at this point is more pain and stress. Two things I really don't need. I wanted to say thank you for being there even though we don't know each other. If you ever need anything. Even if its just someone to talk to let me know