My life is so pointless. My mom has done nothing but yell at me for like two days straight. I mean, shit u shouldn't even say to ur kids. And now Pansey is mad at me cause I told her what my mom said, and I cussed in front of her and I got aggr. cause no one could take me to get my tat done. So I guess that makes me the worst fuckin person in the ( Read more... )

I guess that all I can say right now is that when I call Heather, she doesn't answer ( Read more... )

I am soooo sick... ugh. I know things are changing so I am tryin to accept it.I suck at it. My body is doin all kinds of weird stuff. I mean, I never have felt like this. I dunno. I guess I will stop there with that ( Read more... )

Lie to me, tell me we had someting ( Read more... )

Sooo.... I guess I am goin bowlin... with Josh and his fam. I already told him last night that I am not ready for a relationship. I don't care to be friends. But I already care alot about two people. I don't think I should go against my heart ( Read more... )

I am home!!!! I went to see Pol, take him his stuff. He seemed usual.I guess that means there is no hope for us. Anywho, I just hope he really does like it. I miss him. I got a hug tho, so that made all the diff in the world.

Well, I am livin here with Drews mom. Things should be alright as long as we have no run ins.

Well, I just wanted to tell everyone I am leaving today to come home. Even tho my mom hasn't sent me the money I need for a hotel and won't answer the fuckin phone when I call. WTF ( Read more... )

This is Taras old boyfriend Chord. I have never met this guy. I decided to chat while he was on cause I was waiting for Pol or Chris to sign on. Keep in mind I have never met him. He has seen a pic of me and d at prom, but that is it. Ok here goes: (dizzydon2004 is me ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore. Seriously. Denise, I just wanted to tell u that u r not the only one with a problem. Mine is similar to urs... but I don't do the whole doctor thing. I probably should, but no thanks. This is kind of personal, don't want it out there u know ( Read more... )

Here is a comment Pol left on my journal. I deleted it at first, but here it is so that u guys can read it and get a taste of his opinion. I want him to know what I do care what he thinks ( Read more... )