i don't understand why this is happening to me...i'm so sick of all this bullshit. I just want to be happy and i feel like the only way i will be happy is if i'm with rick. and that's probably never gonna happen because he won't let me talk to him so i can explain what i'm feeling. I need to know why he is doing this. he says he cares about me, and ( Read more... )

I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rick, if you read this, I just want to let you know that ur being really difficult and i don't understand why you are doing this not only to me but to yourself...

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*what time is it?: 9:40
* what is the date?: May 27, 2004

{FaVoRiTeS}
*number: 13
* color: blue
* season: spring
* holiday: christmas
* month: september
* day of the week: Friday

* grade so far: 11
* class: math
* teacher so far: Mrs. Ruggiero
* drink: coffee
* food: pizza
* fruit: pinnapple
* veggie: Broccoli
* tv show: it used to be friends
*radio station ( Read more... )

I am so depressed I don't know what to do with myself. I just want to go home and sleep...I don't want to go to work today. I think I'm gonna call in. I don't care anymore. The only reason I got this stupid job was so me and Rick could save up some money so we could live together in like a year or 2. But that's not gonna happen. I am so sad right ( Read more... )

We broke up last night.

Wow, I haven't been so stressed out in my entire life. Oh wow. I feel like there is someone or something just holding me down and suffocating me. The day is going by so slow. I just want to go home and smoke a lot of cigaretts. I need to talk to Rick desperatley. Him and I aren't doing too well. All we've been doing lately is fighting. I'm so sick ( Read more... )

1)First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Parish ( Read more... )

Hey people! I haven't updated in quite some time. I've been wicked busy with work and school and all that crap. I'm at school right now, with nothing to do. I have to stay until 2:30 today. No work either! YESSS...no work tomorrow too! Wahoo! I can't wait to go home, my mom wants me to clean but she can go fuck herself. I'm not doing shit for her. ( Read more... )

I haven't written in so long. It's been almost a month I think. I start my new job today. I will be an official employee of the Fruit Center. I'm somewhat excited, but a little nervous at the same time. I'm at school right now, I was attempting to read The fourth chapter of the Great Gatsby, but I decided I would rather be on the computer. Life has ( Read more... )

What time is it? 10:09

IF you could...

be any age what age would you be? 25

re-name yourself what would your name be? I dunno, people say I look like a Jennifer.

undo something stupid you've done it would be? Probably my whole freshman year.

meet anyone famous who would it be? Christina Aguilera

be on a TV show what would it be? Real World

have any animal ( Read more... )