A boy died from my school sunday night in a drunk driving accident...i have to go to school in 45 minutes and we have to have a memorial for him...what a nice way to start off the year. It's really depressing. He was a year younger than me. I didn't really know him, but he was popular and stuff. It's devastating. I feel bad for his parents.

A is for age: 17 ( Read more... )

"Love wasn't supposed to be about a moment where you looked into a boy's eyes and felt the world spin from beneath your feet; when you saw in his soul all the things that were missing in yours. Love came slow and surefooted and was made of equal measures of comfort and respect." -From Plain Truth by Jodi Picoult-

Ricky and I are officially together! I'm so happy!

First Kiss~8/19/04

Some pretty random things have been happening to me the past two weeks.

#1- My cousin Brandie's husband Anthony thought it would be nice to set me up with one of his friends. His friends name is Mike. He's a bit chunky, but he has a great personality. I babysit Anthony and Brandie's baby every Saturday night. So my uncle Billy thought it would be ( Read more... )

I'm so depressed. I feel like I have nothing. I really miss having someone that would hold me at times like this. I got blown off my some stupid guy, but I really don't care that much, it just made me realize that I miss Rick. I miss him so much. My heart is empty. Days go by and I think of him. He is always on my mind. It upsets a lot. I want him ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been such a long time since I've written anything. Well, the past couple of months have been shitty. Nothing good has happened. I've been very lonely and sad. No work, as usual. Accept for the house I've been cleaning with my grandmother. That's kinda like a job I guess. Yeah, my grandmother is getting a divorce from her husband of 30 ( Read more... )

Well, Rick and I are remaining as friends for now. It's better than nothing at all. I still love him with all my heart, and that's never gonna change. I wish things were different with us, but they're not. I miss him a lot, and the way things were. We hung out today for like an hour. I saw his mom. That was pretty good. I missed her too. Too bad ( Read more... )

I just wanted to make this very clear:

Rick DID NOT verbally, mentally, or phycially abuse me. HE TREATED ME VERY WELL. I think so anyway...other people have their own opinions on things, and I'm sorry for writing that journal entry the way I did. The things I wrote down didn't come out the way I wanted them to. I appoligize.