Currently I have finished my first year of college kids! Aren't you proud? Me too! Well, I wish I was in a more stable state, like at a school I really loved and could stay at, but for now, I'll just let things flow. This coming semester though, my goal is to either have straight A's or A's and B's only. I want to do incredibly good so I can raise ( Read more... )

ok so im officially sick and tired of being in mississippi.  is it ( Read more... )

i miss massachusetts. i thought that coming home,even if it is mississippi, would make all these bad feelings go away. however, that isnt the case. here has made me become depressed and argue with my stubborn mother who couldnt see through me if she tried...she likes to say i act like an old lady so that she feels younger. she likes to blame my " ( Read more... )

i am anxiously awaiting the moment that i briskly walk...no run...haha if i can with all of my luggage...out of my dorm room to the taxi that will bring me to tampa international airport! i will catch my connecting flight out of here and will be in complete serene bliss when i land, i think i might even shed a tear or two when i see my mom. ( Read more... )

Time is sllloooooowwly ticking away. Only 5 more days and I will be in my warm, cozy, familiar home in Mississippi. I can't wait to be able to sleep in my own bed, wake up and eat normal food, buy my own food, get a job, have a car, meet normal people. hahaha im such a loser but im actually excited about going to mississippi and going to school ( Read more... )

haha! im like on such a high rush right now! :-) that show was the best thing ever! well...we missed stars hide fire unfortunately thennn number one fan came on they were soooo awesome and ive never heard of them before! they got the whole crowd into the music! thennn armor for sleep! I LOVE THEM!!!!! i had to buy their cd just to make my love ( Read more... )

so i realized that i have to get through this somehow...might as well do something about it right? well i did and ive just been like looking at tampa in a different way. i guess a more positive outlook. i mean it hasnt changed my view in it but i can understand why other people would like it. if ur into clubbing or had never experienced that before ( Read more... )

i cant talk about the way i feel anymore i dont think. at least about the way i feel about home anymore to any of my friends. it seems that it has come off that i am unable to make my own decisions, that because i miss home so much i should just come back there. well its not like that..i miss home but one visit or two would be sufficient, i ( Read more... )

so i'm starting to feel left out of the loop here, being that i am a good many miles away (who knows how far haha). i mean yea we are all away at college but it would still be nice to be even a state away from where im from. just to come back for homecoming and random visits to the people i love. :'( I guess I'm feeling this way cuz joce just ( Read more... )

i wish i could feel the crisp cool breeze running through my hair right now...instead i feel humidity and it weighs me down. when i walk outside i feel like i cant breathe in all of tampas smog and that the air is suffocating me...i want to go back to where it was more natural. here its all buildings and gross salt rivers where they find dead ( Read more... )