Today, I just made one of the most important realizations of my life so far. I would rather tell someone verbally about this discovery but the true fact is I have no clue who I can tell. So instead, I'll write it to whoever wants to read this.

I know the reason why I am so different. Well not literally; I know the reasons why I am the way I am but I ( Read more... )

I'm such a dreamer ( Read more... )

I know what I need now. Well at least in one part of my life. That's good at least. The thing is it's so complicated, furtive, and aching that I'm not even sure if I can write it on here. Since there is the possibility of this entry being read by certain people who will take it the wrong way or won't understand. Certain individuals I know.
So I won' ( Read more... )

Whatever happens in school stays in school. I don't want any problems or issues that don't deal with my life truly. School is just a phase, it'll pass by. Just like everyone else who I know at or from school. I don't care about essays, tests, or research crap. It does not phase me a bit. This is the reason why I can't talk to everybody in school. ( Read more... )

I'm upset. I'm not happy. I don't know why. I don't trust people; anybody right now. The world is so...ugh, I can't be here. I hate this. I want to get away. WHY CAN'T I GET AWAY! No one cares or understands. And why should they? I'm just as nobody as they are to me. My life sucks up to this point. I feel that way and I don't know. My grades aren't ( Read more... )

I feel relaxed...which has not happened to me for a very long, long time. Today was actually a good day. No worries, no problems, no stress. No stress. Did all my work and did not worry about a thing. I went with the flow today which seriously I have forgotten to do for awhile. Everyone around makes school into such a big stressful environment, ( Read more... )

"Music is my home as art covers my walls and inside my soulmate awaits for my arrival in time." - Stephanie Romero

My dreamworld; my purpose in life.
If I have this, I will be complete for eternity.

My paradise.

Ugh, whyyyyyyyyyyyy?!

Stop doing this to me. I can't take all of it in. Make me stop thinking; get this all out of my mind! It's not fair. Was this the sign? Ugh, why did I ever ask for one. :(

Take a softer blow on me, would ya. Yeah, I know you have no idea what the heck I'm talking about but that's no biggie. It's personal, you're not suppose to ( Read more... )

Wow, people do care.
Sometimes I'm just too blind to see anything these days. I suppose it's all good in the world when you know you're not all left alone. Crap happens in life. Blah, I guess I have to be patient like always. Everything will have to work out in the end; like beach glass. :)

I'm happy people tried cheering me up today. I love you all ( Read more... )

School so far is okay.
Nothing really to complain about. At times I feel blue but what can I do. Time goes on and I have to keep going with the flow. I switched one class this year...I suppose everything could'nt have been perfect. Art seems to be an easy going class for me, just too much work. My teacher literally wants me to come up with my own ( Read more... )