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Forever, Gone.
I have not written anything for months.
What happened? Writer's block.
With my own journal? Damn straight.
I am lost of words.
Is my life great? No.
Is it shit? Maybe.
Fuck it all? Hell yes.
My moods are running up & down.
From one edge to another.
What does this all mean? Not sure.
Do I want to know? Sometimes no.
I try to enjoy it all but then I can't ( Read more... ) -
A Reminder.
I will soon have to make one of my first biggest decisions of my life...so far. I was upset earlier today, I tried to speak about the matter with others but no one seemed to have time or listen, or pay enough attention. I almost gave up. But then, this happened:
Alfredo4589 (9:01:58 PM): but what is it
ARTxlovemusic (9:02:02 PM): i already told you ( Read more... ) -
My Black Hole.
Here I am again.
Unhappy, and depressed.
Yes, I admit it (even though I hate to). I am left nowhere. My mind is on a path of a black hole. There is nothing. Emptiness doesn't even exist where I am. Does it mean I cannot laugh or smile? I can; only in this world. My life lives by two realities. The known illusion is what everyone lives, everyday. What ( Read more... ) -
I'm Back.
...Yes, time has passed once again. And what has changed? Nothing. Back in the same spot where I began. I hate the world still and the people in it. Has anything made my happy? No, not really. Moments come and go, just like people.
I can never really rely on anyone these days, no matter how much they believe I can or should. This world is so full of ( Read more... ) -
My Opinion...
Okay, I've decided to write a short version on here of what I personally think and believe. Honestly, I had no idea what was the meaning of this date till this last weekend. Sad? Oh well. So, today was Obama's inauguration day apparently. Bush left us finally and now look at what we have. I never thought I would have to write down Obama's name as ( Read more... ) -
A True Female Best Friend...
Epiphany: I will not be satisfied with life if I never have a true best friend who's the same sex as I.
You would think now, is it really that important? I didn't think so but after these four years of experiences, I realize (for a girl at least) it's process one must go through in order to reach another level of understanding or life rather. I have ( Read more... ) -
4-Yr Lesson: The Value of Love
So, I got accepted into FAU. :)
Wow, that was easy; I feel lucky. To tell you the truth, I already knew I would get in no matter when I applied. Same thing happens when I enter anything. I, honestly, don't know how it feels to lose. I never have before. Luck? I suppose. Who knows. I've always been looked upon as the best or the winner. Isn't that ( Read more... ) -
In This World That Goes...
In this world that goes
at the speed of the ray, like the light of thought,
I can hold my flight more if I take hold of your hand,
and accompany me to where I can arrive...
Give me two opportunities, a pair of possibilities,
---and your eyes will see me grow,
In this world that goes
-Stephanie Romero -
Maybe
Maybe we will run,
as fast as these thoughts race,
deeper than blue seas,
where these flames will burn.
Maybe we will fly,
into a better place,
we will have a dance,
towards a brighter day.
Maybe we will gaze,
up skies where stars are born,
and we will just lie here,
-I hope that we can rise.
Maybe we can last,
endless nights of moons,
we'll find what our love ( Read more... ) -
Could Ever...
Do you ever wonder in your life that you could ever find such a love that would or could feel like an eternity in heaven on earth?
Maybe you have but I shall not make any assumptions. I know what I've been missing or what I have been longing for. That feeling, that soul easing, light flight, breath taking emotion of love. Oh, how fortunate I could ( Read more... )