i'm just really confused about what i should do. I feel like a bitch most of the time because of how i feel about a certain thing. i feel as though i'm holding him back and if he wasn't with me then he would be doing what he wants. And i feel bad about that cause i'm really againt it but i also wouldn't want him to hold me back from what i wanna do ( Read more... )

ok so i havn't updated in awhile so here it is ( Read more... )

So my life is right weird. I tried getting ahold of my dad for awhile now everyone has been. Friggen last sunday i got his number and called it. It said "This number has been disconnected blah blah blah" So i don't know what the hell happened to my dad. He could be dead for all i know. He hasn't paid me any money since Feburary. I havn't talk to ( Read more... )

well i havn't updated in awhile figgured it was about time ( Read more... )

So jamie says how i never write anything positive in here how everything is always negative so here is my positive update ( Read more... )

Fuck it seems like whatever i do i always do something wrong. Like today. I called up in town before i went to the vet to ask them not to schedule me anything for 5:30 on unless its a mens cut. And of course sylvia answered. And i told her i was gonna come in early so that i could leave 5 minutes early. WHAT IS MINUTES. she was like why? so i told ( Read more... )

it's pretty bad when i update 3 times in one day...oh well ( Read more... )

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So i should have done this last night but i didn't cause i was too tired ( Read more... )

Well this week was deffinently a week of basically no sleep ( Read more... )