I just don't wanna be here anymore. I hate my life I hate everything about myself. I hate how i work at the theatre still, I love hairdressing but it's not gonna get me anywhere that i'm gonna make a lot of money have benifits etc. I feel like i'm going no where in life and my life is how it is gonna be for the rest of my life ALONE.

I have nobody ( Read more... )

I MISS HIM SOOOOOO MUCH

Jamie and i broke up today. It was basically all my fault like always. I donno, i'm just so heartbroken it's crazy. I was just really upset when i found out he took a cleaning shift thursday morning at 7 when we had plans for him to sleep over wednesday night cause it was our 7 month and we both agreed to do something together on the 10th of every ( Read more... )

So it has been a month since my last update. Sorry i have like no time between working two jobs and when i think about it i never am up to sit down and type ( Read more... )

Sorry it's been so long since my last post. I havn't had internet in forever ( Read more... )

so it's been awhile since my last post ( Read more... )

I am so tired it us unbelieveable. I donno why but i am ( Read more... )

So we talked. A long time. Everything got cleared up and perfect. Then before he went to bed i realized i could get up earlier do all the things i have to do then we could hang out till he went to work. But no he don't want to. Am I really just waisting my time. Who knows when we will see each other next. I just don't like competeing with work. it' ( Read more... )

Everything was great. And now i'm not to sure. Well first of all i'm not getting my house right now. I can't afford it cause jamie can't move in with he untill he "gets a career" so who knows when the hell that is doing to be ( Read more... )

I really want this house more than anything in this world ( Read more... )