it comes in waves,
in regards
to [what she talks of]
'fleeting moments'.
am i?
you are,
& You aren't.

i'm thinking
of moments, passed,

(with this 'MINUTE'.
do you know, minute?

i'm thinking,
then,
that moments
might just have to
fleet.)

but i suppose
whether old,
new.
3 words
are still true.

moving into my first apartment with big nasty?
very exciting.
blue heron this weekend?
VERY exciting.

you said, "we both go together if one goes down".
yeah, right.
i talk out loud like you're still around.

this question mark i've been carrying no longer holds any real meaning ( Read more... )

this is what they say ( Read more... )

even when i dream of you, it ends with
"well, what did you expect".

how perfect.

when i was little, i thought i could control the wind. i would stand outside, with my arms outstretched, asking the wind to do what i say. and it listened. and that was probably one of the few times in my life when i actually felt in control. until the sun came and the wind grew distant. everything seems distant these days. nothing hurts more than ( Read more... )

oh the joyful loosening of bonds.
there is no anxiety when opportunity is gone.

i put too much faith into things to not get away with not getting let down. i don't know why i thought this would be different. you have a completely different life now, and i was stupid to think i could be part of this new one. it's not impossible to get over, it's just impossible to forget. i jump to conclusions too fast for anything like this to ( Read more... )

do you ever want to just forget anything and everything you know.
and just start all over.
clean slate. clean record. clean conscience.

i do.

sometimes i wish no one knew who i was.

i feel very detached. but im ok with that.
honestly. i never needed you anyways.
im better off forgetting everything.