why do i even bother having a livejournal because i never update? rarrrrrrrrrr

i'm not going to die.
life is beautiful.

campfire smoke is the best smell on the planet.

sometimes you meet random trees.
they make life more beautiful.

scott makes my life a joy to live.

sorry, i abandoned you, lj.

sometimes, i miss high school.  i miss danielle and all of the good times we had.  i miss seeing everyone that is familiar and that i've grown up with.  i was naive and innocent then.  who are these new people that invade my life?  i don't know them.  they don't know me.  everyone i ever knew is growing up.  old enough to drive, old enough to drink ( Read more... )

lives aren't saved.  they are just prolonged.

the only lives that can be saved are those by the grace, beauty, and love of Jesus Christ.

he's all there is.

i had good motives to write a paper tonight, but instead, i throw myself at your mercy, cruel world.

life is disappointing.
it's one big endless circle.
all it's ever done for me
is kept me wanting it to end.

life is never going to get better.
no comfort in this world.
when i die, all that's left will be
nothing.

what is the purpose of living?
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by the time you read this, my 21st will be in 38 days.  party at susan's!

scott is gone.  i miss him so much and it's only been an hour and a half since he left.

he turns my frown upside down.  : (  --scott-->  : )

he's my sunshine dust.

but now, he's not here to turn my tears into sunshine.

i long for the day when we don't have to wait.

can i make it?

he is the one that i love

i am sad...

scott leaves sunday for detroit.

i need a hug. :(

oh yeah, orientation week/weekend was tough but fun.  i had the best group ever.  too bad your group sucked.  we are so tiiiight.  anyway here's a picture of some of us the night we went to wal-mart.  the man in the picture is a speaker that had just spoken about abusive relationships.  he just happened to jump in.

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i haven't updated in a long freakin' time.  trying to transitition into school/jobs and before that, meeting the family...

which was a great time.  they were not what i expected them to be like at all.  i think they've all grown up now...  scott has a beautiful family.  here's a picture of all of us on the day scott and i left.

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