my laptop took a trip down the crapper yesterday.  it has a bad virus or something and won't let the darn thing start up.  please pray that my dad can fix it or something because i most assuredly do not have the moola to pay for a new one or a new hard drive or anything like that. if not, i am completely screwed.  i am sadder than a box of rocks.  ( Read more... )

i have discovered why i always take pictures of myself, like getting my picture taken, or look at myself for extended periods of time in a mirror.

it's not because i'm vain or full of myself.

it's because i don't know what i look like even after 20 1/2 years of viewing myself.

when i see pictures of myself, i still don't think that's what i look ( Read more... )

what does your heart say?  listen to it.

there was mosh.  it was harsh.  it hurt my feelings.

no, i lie.

it intrigues me.  i cannot stop smiling when the mosh is on.  it is an art.

one cannot just start in the mosh without knowing how to work it.

it takes perfect timing and rhythm.

you go in with arms flailing and legs flying.

you come out with pride.

i wish i had balls.  balls big enough ( Read more... )

this is scott and me at formal a couple weeks ago.  look at that presidential pin.  isn't that precious?  he's muy importante.


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fuck religion. fuck institutions. fuck traditions. love Jesus. because when everything else is dead and gone, Jesus is the only one left standing.

Jesus is freedom. Jesus is love. Jesus is pure. purer than anything i could ever imagine.

who is wise? no one. humans might think they have knowledge, but they do not. i don't know a fucking thing of ( Read more... )

love my new guitar with me...( sylvia )

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sometimes infections are cool.  sometimes they are not.  in my case, they are not.  we shall see.