No matter what I do, no matter what I say I can't take back what I have done. It is something that I will have to live with all my life. For not telling anybody and just acting like it was ok. I am sorry that I have been in such a bad mood but I thought that would help me get over what I did. But guess what it did not it only bad people feel sorry ( Read more... )

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I hurt someone today. Someone that I cared about so much when I think of them I cry and When I don't think of them I cry. This person has forever changed my life and whether or not they realize it they will always have a special place in my heart either in friendship or no friendship. Doing something for no reason just to piss another person off is ( Read more... )

I am so fucking tired of everyone bothering me I AM FINE stop asking me what's the matter nothing is wrong with me. I need my time alone and I have never been so happy with my life before. School stars on Monday and I am so happy about that I want to see all my friends and stuff so anyway just stop asking what's wrong and stuff.

You ever notice how some people are so happy and other people are so miserable. What about the people who are rich and the ones who are poor. Some people think the people who are poor and unhappy was their own fault. But that is not true in some cases loved ones die and that can put people in debt and make them unhappy. Having someone die isn't ( Read more... )

This world really sucks. Its so not fair. I know that is such a cliche but hey I am a teenager and the world is out to get me right? Just kidding today is a good day I guess I am going shopping and that always makes me happy. There really isn't much to say except that school starts like in week and I haven't even opened the book that we our ( Read more... )

Something inside of me feels different. I don't know what it is but its confusing. My mind seems so messed up and my heart is broken. I don't want any friends to bother me anymore. I mean about how they are worried about me. I am just going through a lot with friends, school, and family. By family is very important to me and sorry to anyone who I ( Read more... )

When I wrote my last entry I guess a lot of people thought that it was them in particular that I was talking about. But it wasn't that at all. NOBODY really made me feel like that it was just the impression that I got from people. It seems like whenever I am on the phone with someone and they are trying to cheer me up I always seem like by the end ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. It seems like everytime I talk to a friend I hurt them. Which really sucks because I try to be nice to everyone but I can't do that anymore. I am such fake. I want everyone to know my feelings but I am afraid that they are going to judge me. Its not like I haven't been honest with everyone its just I am tired of ( Read more... )

What stress I have been under this past few weeks and even more this week. I can't say its was just one friend in particular but a few and I have not been doing to well with stress. I have had a lot of problems myself this week and my friends have to I wish that I could help you all more but at times I don't know what to say because I am so ( Read more... )