So as I read my last entry alot has changed. Zack and I are over.. I know it was the right thing to do. I care about him greatly but I know that it isn't right. The semester finished and I could never be so happy. I hate going there but knowing I have one more year is getting me through. I am just focusing on summer now and enjoying it. I have ( Read more... )

How do I make it end. I am just so scared to end it with zack because in a way I am scared of him. Not in a physical way but emotional he scares me. I really just want to make myself happy and Zack isn't it. I am feeling overstressed from school. My teacher doesn't know what she is doing and shouldn't being teaching at college level. My recital ( Read more... )

I haven't made a public post in a while. I feel like the person I am presently is starting to fall apart but only on the inside. I have strong character and I know that. So I don't perform so much in school.. I am ok with that as it as I get my degree. For I know that its not my voice and my talent. I keep low to get out. I have such wonderful ( Read more... )

Today I had the most intense voice lesson of my life. I had to work the hardest I've had to work in a very long time.. but it makes me want more! I want to learn my music just so I can grow more. I can tell me voice is going to be amazing. I've been having alot of doubts in doing Opera for my carreer but now I know there is someone who can lead me ( Read more... )

The semester has begun and wow what a difference from the last. Over break I met Zach and things have been amazing.. we are now offcially together. Our connection is very interesting.. its amazing how everything fits into place. I have Elena now as my voice teacher so lets see where my voice goes. I am very excited for the changes that are ( Read more... )

So today I had my vocal jury and I just walked in with my new gucci shoes and brought it! My first piece which I was nervous about went great and then the next two pieces went well. My diction on the French could of been better but I got through it amazingly! I got my grades and it was to B+'s and a A- which I am fine with. I think of where I ( Read more... )

Today was reassuring that its not just me at New World.. today the Radamas from Aida gave a master class and basicly kept giving everyone the same comments.. that the singing is too deep! It just shows me that the technique being taught at New World is unhealthy. I just know somehow I will get through the struggle I am having this year with school ( Read more... )