So I completely forgot I even had this thing. I have been so 19th century and have been writing on actual paper. Crazy, I know. I was rereading some of my old entries and damn I was a cocky little bitch the last couple years! The enteries were very entertaining for me to read, but God I was stupid and full of myself and I let the whole world see ( Read more... )

the man of my dreams walked into my new work today. damn if I didn't have nick then.... i brought up the idea of me being with nick and having being allowed to date on the side with nick, he didnt go for it. he didnt freak out at all though which was good. but damn fucking damn im 19 I need to date and get these experiences. Why did i have to meet ( Read more... )

Today kicked ass. well. mostely the last 2 hours of it did. I mean the whole day was good as far as days go. But the last two hours of my life were amazing! I am taking this phlebotomy class every monday, so once a week I get to learn how to draw blood. Pretty cool right? I am doing it so I can make some more $$ and I am fascinated by blood, not in ( Read more... )

Well Nick is out of town so of course I am back livejournaling it up. He left for Texas and will be back in a week, I miss him but come on, we did four months apart, I can live without him for a week. Actually I am going crazy for him but oh well! So Tuesday Night after work I remember this conversation we had had with some friends at Buca Di ( Read more... )

Well again I stopped updating, oops, at least now I have a life. Kinda. This week I was schedule for a whopping 18 hours at work, mind you I have completely finished my classes for the quarter (and by classes I mean my one class as I have dropped chem and math), so after leaving my manager a humourous message and hanging out with him (ie: sucking ( Read more... )

Wow, after like 3 months of constant updating it has been like 1 and a half since the last time. The main reason? Nick. Second reason? work school working out friends ( Read more... )

My life consists of: work. work. work. and OH YEAH! Work ( Read more... )

I am about to leave for work and I really really really would rather just crawl back into bed. I wish I hadn't agreed to trade shifts. I just want sleep. I didnt call or talk to Nick yesterday, not on purpose, I came home from work, went to sleep, went to weight watchers (lost 4 lbs!!!) and then back to sleep. He called, texted, and myspaced me. ( Read more... )

Today my life got alot more worth living. Tonight Nick told me that he loves me. No crazy ASL signals that I am left questioning to interpret no questions necessesary. It was a plain "You know what? I love ya" and it was terrific. I went to work today at 7:45 AM (tooo early! actually not but after closing last night at 11PM it was tooo early!) and ( Read more... )

Well I went to the gym! Yesterday was crazy busy it went like this:Work drive to qfc to put 447$ of tip money through coinstar back to work off of work to home to check on dad to the gym to the shower at the gym to office depot to US bank to weightwatchers to subway to home for 2 min to subway for nick to nicks house to home. And it was wonderful. ( Read more... )