He is so perfect for me.

Too good for me.

I'm terrified of losing him.

Remember those walls I built? He led me out of the rubble, and showed me a new wonderful life. For the first time ever, I feel like I am living to achieve my potential. I don't deserve him. I hope he never finds that out, and I hope that I can be that girl that he does

Fuck, shit, fuck, fucking, fuck, shit, shit, shit, fuck, fucking, fuck, fuck, shit, fuck.

I've been so concerned with my future lately that I almost forgot to appreciate the present time before me. After all, the present is a gift, right? School is kicking my ass, I'll have to get to that while trying to appreciate this "gift" of present time.

Stepping out of my apartment today, I didn't expect to be able to see my own breath the very day before the start of my spring break. I suppose we'll be bundling up at the beach this year x.x On a side note, I freakin' love Austin like a fish who's been thrown back into the sea, loves water!

I tried Architectural Engineering and it was not for me. There was also a stressful semester in Computer Science and toward the end of it I never wanted to look at another line of code ever again. Around the beginning of the recession I took my family's advice and decided to go the Nursing route. It's great job security but my heart was just not ( Read more... )

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