Met up with a friend last night. An invite to stay the night after the movie, but only to sleep. Alright, if it's gonna be you and me and we'll get lost in each others fantasies. I woke up about a quarter past seven. Thought I'd died in my sleep and gone to heaven cuz when I opended up my eyes I saw you dancing in the rain and I thought it was ( Read more... )

"I can be your best friend and you can be the elephant in plain sight out in the basement. We always ignore the biggest things we swore we never saw. So all in all my head is sore. Lets compare wrists. We'll turn bone lines into stop signs. It's better than this little scab that scares the whole town into feeling let down. Traumatized by dramatized ( Read more... )

reading my "friends page" three different people said "fuck christmas" Well maybe if we all spent a little bit more time fucking our january 2nd's then our christmases wouldn't need to be so fucked.

2005=26 livejournal entires. Some of which were private for some reason until I just now made them not so much. 2006 will probably = dead live journal entries because I had to hit the "forgot your password" button in order to sign into the LJ this time. But it was kinda fun senior year when everyone had one and livejournal was the shit. and ( Read more... )

some trifflin ass bitch came up in my house and then was like oh yeah p.s. i got scabies. and then i called dawn and cried because i thought i couldnt play with the baby over christmas. but then she said i should try to get scabies. "take one for the team steph." and then get the other scabies kids and be like hey guys wanna go to virginia ( Read more... )

In my head, the person on the other end of the conversation may be crying. Deep breath. Me then them. Silence. Like always. Are you ok? "I don't wanna talk it." Back to the small talk but it's still on my mind. And I can never talk about it again. Have these strings been tightly pulled? Ready to catch you if you even dream of a slip and fall. If I ( Read more... )

Everyday weakness. Everyone lives. Sometimes it's all made up. Some of us need others to make their smiles real. And I just changed subjects in the middle of my sentence. But the guy next to you doesn't know what you're talking about because he fell asleep that day in english class. The guy in the back row with his head on his arm and his ( Read more... )

and on a much lighter note ( Read more... )

This ones important. Like, life changing. Like life changing? One word can't usually describe, but this time I found that one word. And then we hurry, nakedly to the next page. What if this goes on forever?

There will be a house that will be one third to me. The other two thirds to my awesome roomies! This means it's time to learn that you can't carry this anchor to the shore without an anchor of hope. Maybe this is what we need, some uncertainty. "There ain't nothing wrong, ain't nothing right, and still I sit and lie awake all night"